WHY LOVE IS A FOOLISH THING?

I had never imagined loving someone so much. 
The feeling of falling deeper and deeper, with no actual reason, never occured to me. 
Until you came. 

Everyone has to fall in love at some point - which is a good thing. 
But for me, it's more of everyone has to feel extreme pain at least once in their life - pain that is only availble if you fall in love. 

In love, it isn't the happiness nor satisfaction that matters - it's the costs you bet and the damage you get in return that is.

Love is a foolish thing.

It will make you roll over with some sense of excitement; make you long for romantic dates beneath a bright moonlight; make you blush by the thought of having morning breakfasts together - and that's it. 

Love is an endless cycle of getting excited and getting disappointed. 

It is just that foolish.

It's foolish because it makes us act like losers. 
It alters us into someone we don't even recognize. 
It takes away our strength, our self-love, our priorities. 
It promises us with endless joy and orders us to throw everything away. 

Because love is all about giving; all about sacrificing; all about absorbing all sorts of pain just to make the other completely happy. 

And we are all fools believing all these shits. 

I did love you. 
And I listened to love. 
I became a fool. 
I act like a loser crying when you are sad. 
I don't even know who I am when I'm with you. 
I offered all my strength to be your support system. 
I became selfless just to make you happy. 
I threw everything away for our dreams. 

Because that's how love is supposed to be. Love should be selfless. But only I knows this. 

I am fool. 
Don't worry, you never fooled me. 
It is my love for you that did. 
It is my love for you that deafened and blinded me. 
It is my love for you that made me a trash. 

You're supposed to save me though,
but you chose to break my heart. 

- 2Pen